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Saturday, November 12, 2005

today's service was really good, and i mean it from the bottom of my heart! God answered my prayers so accurately! like wow, pastor lian was saying something like do you actually feel very scared inside of you though you may act as though your okay on the outside..many thoughts ran through my mind yesterday and today actually. bad thoughts..well she said god wants to reassure you that he loves you..and i felt god's presence so strongly. today's message talked about abraham and lot. like what the difference between them. the difference is lot has the veil on him, the old convanent, the law, where everything is i must do, i must, i must..abraham is different in he believe in God.

the one thing which actually touched my heart a lot was when pastor lian asked, 'do you really believe that god loves you?' yeah it was great.actually im still feeling upset and disappointed, cause i keep getting disappointed and its not a very good feeling. i know i should stop thinking about it cause i'll nvr be able to achieve that one thing which i want very much. it feels as if this is an impossible thing to happen. of course you'll say, believe in Jesus la! yeah i know, but when it disappoints you so much to a point where you dont even dare to expect ANYTHING from that person, you'll know how i feel. it hurts. but now, im letting it go. i wont ask anymore thing from him.. wait, kaiyan just talked to me and i feel so much better now!

right place at the right time. amen father for tt. thank u for kaiyan..haha now, i feel much happier so i dont wanna blog about unhappy things anymore. (: