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Thursday, January 27, 2005

I will battle with them on fair grounds.


hi. havent been blogging for quite some time. thats because my comp is kinda screwed and i havent had the time to come online. these few days have been really busy. with all the tests, homeworks, workshites and stuff. stress level going up.

so nothing much happened today except i broke my record! bahh. =X yeah and everything went kinda bad at first. but okay towards the end. im really tired! had a splitting headache just now. so i went to slp and its quite alright now. yet not exactly.

chi test tmr. must do well.

and Jesse McCartney is so so good looking! and still, my yap rocks my socks. weekend is coming! three cheers! :) BYE.


Sunday, January 23, 2005

You Raise Me Up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

Currently the number 2 song on my favourite list. heh. :) especially the first 4 lines. so sweet. :)

You know i still cant get to sleep at this hour. been feeling upset over a lot of things and i was listening to some christian songs and i couldnt help but tear. i feel like im running away from daddy lord. trying to be someone whom i am not. being so naive and foolish. trying to do everything by myself, in hope that i can be someone i dream of becoming.

However, i realised i am wrong. very wrong. everything which i thought was right is actually wrong. Up to a point, i dont know what im thinking about. crazy thoughts which drove me mad, but as i sat listening to the songs, i feel like god is embracing me home to where i belong. and i felt bad. i wanna run away from him yet he welcomes me home with such broad hands. i really really feel very bad now. and i still cant stop crying. Everything in this whole Earth has disappoint me but daddy lord is always there. He doesnt stop me from doing the things which i want because he loves me. All these while, he was right beside me, watching over me silently. Yet i chose to run away.

And now, the devil has completely screwed my life up. Lost, confused, ashamed. yet it is at this time i see Him stretching out his hands towards me, asking me to follow him. Suddenly, i realised i miss my home, where i really belong. In His Arms. Daddy lord, im coming back to you. I just want to rest in your arms and forget about everything...


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

i'm elated! basking in joy now! :))

today is one of the best-est and the most memorable day of this year. :))

guess what happened? :))

power pack rocks my socks! i really heart him a lot!

and he told me to study hard and i will! my energy booster!

mr yap rocks my world!! :))


Monday, January 17, 2005


pardon me for the previous entry. but i was feeling really low.

right been having extreme mood swings this few weeks because of the Os and i think there's more to come this year. :(

anyhow, history test tmr and i hope ill do well. :)

god bless`


Sunday, January 16, 2005


PLEASE SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME.

I AM SUFFOCATING TO DEATH.

WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME?
NOTHING.

SO DONT ACT LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.

CAUSE YOU DONT.



Saturday, January 15, 2005


flagday was good. extreme favors. :) it was really fun. it lets me see both the good and the bad sides of people. oh wells, but then we ( me, gracia, huizhi, gilian, ariel, victoria and shimei ) were really favored! i love all of them a lot!

had dinner. talked a lot with huizhi and gracia. i like today a lot too. everything seem great.

going for first service tmr. :) and then tuitions after that.

and next week, history and SS tests.tsk tsk.. memorizing work. but i can do it in Jesus name!

shall study hard from mon to thurs and then rest on fri. hows tt sound? perfect! :) god bess`



there wasnt any a maths test today. false alarm. bahh. dislike sucha thing. :((

went for bible study at night and it was g-r-e-a-t!

and now, i hereby declare that i do not dislike her anymore. yeah i mean its sucha stupid thing to dislike people. she might. but i wont. and i just wanna say sorry for all the nasty things ive said abt her. i shall stop from today on. because of Jesus. :))

and then there's flagday tmr. heh heh. i cant wait actually. my first time doing flagday. :)

god bless`


Thursday, January 13, 2005

binomials kills. really. horror of all horrors.



see i drew this while i was doing binomials. was feeling really annoyed. but scribbling does help. :))

anyhow, sch today was good. just that something happened. :( but its over and thank god for friends. :) and ghost stories can really scare the hell outta you sometimes.

chinese and maths test tmr. bahh. god bless. grace grace. :)




Wednesday, January 12, 2005

school this week has so far been okay except for the tests which can really kill. :(( but then im enjoying school. :))

and can i say my cousin is so confused and feeling messy over her crush. baH.. and so im gonna smuggle into somewhere to see that oh so lucky guy. :))

cant wait for saturday to come. flagday for d.a.r.e. :)) CANT WAIT. HEH. =D god bless ya all`

i feel so bored now.i dont wanna do my homework.i just want to sleep.

oh and you know what? mr YAP rocks my socks OKAY. bye. :))


Saturday, January 08, 2005



first week of sch is finally over..

- deprived of sleep.
- no computer nor tv during school days.
- homework piling up like a mountain.
- not having any fun at all.

in other words, the battle has begun.less than 8 months more to go.

STRESS. bye.