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Saturday, November 12, 2005

sometimes i really wonder....

what the fuck is people's real intention.

in font of you, they encourage you to do well for the Os, saying you'll definitely do well and stuff,

but at the back they hope you fail and do badly so that they will fucking outshine you.

i dont know how to differentiate anymore. human beings are retards. sometimes when you care for that someone so much and all you want is for him to appreciate the care and concern that you shower on him, all he does is to keep quiet. and then you think why on earth do you still bother about him, yet your heart tells you that you cant leave him alone just like that. he might just need you though he doesnt say it out cause deep down, he actually care about you. just that he doesnt show it out. and you wish he would just fucking open up and tell you how he really feels.

it funny how we change from the small, innocent kids to the devious adults. the smiling faces, the friendly greetings are just a facade. and its sad to see that we can actually do it so well.

i'm not in a very good mood now.