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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

had my english oral and it was good. at first, as usual, i was panicking like mad. well, then you know i had the assurance of my friends and well, most importantly, i placed my trust in Jesus. (: gracia and i prayed in the toilet and well, i felt god's presence! even in the toilet okay! assembled at 2.10 and then i realised smth. shit! they're both males teachers! hgfldsjfghlsdsflgj whereas the other two grps had female teachers. i was like thinking crap, i've nvr come across any male teachers for oral before!

right, so when it was my turn. i saw a smiley face in my and the word 'ENJOY'. (: haha so i took a deep breath and started reading. then went to picture. and then to conversation. i really enjoyed myself and i was like just talking to them like they're my friends. haha ogay, sounds weird but like who cares huh. we're supposed to have two qns for conversation right? then one of the teachers said this.

him : since you're so enthusiastic, can i just ask you one more qns?
me : yupp, sure! -smiles-

and the topic for conversation was relatively easy as compared to the other days and do you know why ours is easy? its because of the grace of God. four of his beloved daughters are taking the oral so of course by his grace, it was made easy for us. thank you abba for that. really blessed you know. (: and so, thank you JEsus for putting me one step closer to my dream.

finally, a load is off my chest. that heavy burden which ive been carrying it. its finally over. and if your smart, you probably know what i mean. well, at first i thought i was gonna cry but i didnt. it turned out pretty okay and well, thank god i found a brother! he look to me as a sister and well, that is good enough i suppose. so one down. then i messaged someone whose friendship means a lot to me, but the friendship sorta disappeared. yeah am waiting for his reply. daddy lord, i pray that you'll help me with this yeah? amen. you know all my problems are all in god's hands and i dont wanna live a life in which when im an adult, i look back at my life and i regret the things which i could have done,but didnt do.

i wanna live a life where my dreams come true and i'm not gonna live in regrets. have you ever wished you've done smth but you didnt, probably because your afraid? well, dont feel like that. you know, try and achieve what you want. so that if you fail, you can tell urself that you've try. the worst is not to try. and of course have faith in Jesus. believe that whoever he has placed in your life is for a reason and purpose. i strongly believe in it.