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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

mid yr chi oral todayyy. i was the first since kelly takes higher chi. ahurhur so e1's chi teacher took me and well, the oral lasted for such a short time, like they were trying to save time or smth. anyway, the passage was pretty alright. the two conversations were :] i kinda added some english words into my conversation? like err..okay. haha anyway, the oral lasted like abt 7 mins only.

and whats up with the weather? its so so so humid these few days im almost bathing in sweat like everyday! pls rain tmr. exactly 1 more week to mid yr and miss faten told us that the tests marks and all wont be added in and im pretty glad cause if they do add in the tests marks and all, ive alrdy failed. hahah. okay so like the next two weeks or so is gonna be super hectic...nonetheless, im gonna give everything to god.

andandand im gonna achieve what ive always wanted. yeah im gonna do well for that particular subject and no one stands in my way. was just looking at the hai achievers thingy and i realised that im only that --- close to be in. daddy lord, i wanna get in!! i wanna do well for ______ and this is the bestest chance i think ill ever get and my efforts shall not go to waste. daddy, you know i want to do well. you know my thirst to obtain that dream i wanna have. AT least for this last year in sch. im gonna get in.

dont think ill be blogging till exams are over.

its not me who will be doing the exams. ITS the HIM in me who will be. and i know all things turn out for the goodness of the lord. god bless. till then....ciao.

Monday, April 25, 2005

This week is really really so busy busy! just today is enough to make me think tt its fri today and its the weekend tmr. but things dont usually go our way do they? and like its like 9 more days to mid year? how time files. anyways, i have been studying for almost the whole of today and i cant really take a break yet unless i finish these :

- CME logo ( i hate doing art stuff &^%$#@! )
- 2 chi compos
- Bio corrections + file
- Physics TYS
- History SBQ

so many things to do. so much time needed, yet i feel so sleepy. sch today was alright and lessons were fun. haha. now im trying to make lessons fun so tt i dont fall asleep and yeah i finally did hand in my rosa hw! haha.nth to be proud of but at least i handed it. oh wells. was feeling so hyper during her lesson today. of course with hui and jo beside me, what can you expect right?

I missed The Contender just now because i was having tuition so i shall wait for the seond telecast to start at 1am. hurhur. i reallyreallyreally wanna sleep. yeah and today wouldnt have gone right without daddy lord's grace. yeah. okay god bless.

Friday, April 22, 2005

HALLO. (: im currently in the sch com lab and we're supposed to come up with an unforgettable story. hmm so here i am cracking my brains to think of a story. and listening to some songs. haha lessons spent in the com lab is the BEST. heh.

so let me think..what story shld i come up with?..argh cant really think of any right now. just had integration test and my brain cells are so-oh-dead. hahah. okay having chi remedia later. then meet the parents session. hurhur. k BYE.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

alright, as from today, 19/4/2005, im gonna start everything anew. yeah tts whats gonna happen. these few days hasnt been pleasantly well since friday when some idiotic ^%$#@!& stole my phone and subsequently, everything starts to fall out of place. yeah and ive been feeling quite down and guilty and i hate myself for feeling like that. it just feels so weird. obviously this affected me a lot and i havent been spending time on the things that i want to do. -guilty- my routine for these few days are just slacking and sleeping and slacking and still sleeping. which sucks.

hence, i think i shld change. shldnt dwell on such things anymore. i have God. tts all i need i suppose and i guess the one whos there all along for me was Jesus. you know it when hes there. hugging you and saying ' I Love You' you just know it. the warmth. and ive decided to end that friendship which i held dearly to. one which he would not care nor give a shit abt it. yeah no more cold war or whatsoever. you know it kinda hurts when you treat someone as dear as your brother and all you wish was for him to talk to you? i did try. it failed. there's no point in carrying on ever when all i do i try and all you do is ignore. i told myself today will be the day to decide. since you really dont give a damn abt me when i do really care for you from the bottom of my heart, so be it. a grave mistake ive made was to think that you're my close close close friend and vice versa when truth is, you dont treat me like one. so let today be the end of everything i guess. it doesnt matter anymore because i know its pointless. you know i do care yet you ignore. and i fking hate it.

but still, let all these be part of my growing up and i know different ppl have different sets of problems. so i want all these problems and encounters to be part of me and as i grow, i know how to handle them and not let them control me. cause firstly, its my life. secondly, what i want and what i get is usually different. lastly, who said life was ever fair? no one did, neither do i expect it to be. i give my life unto daddy lord because my world is in a whirl now and i dont really know whats going on do i........anyway, the contender is the bestest bestest show ive ever watched in 53567423 years. from tt show, ive learnt a lot. like damn lot. you need not be the weakest link when everyone else think so and when the odds is 20 to 1. you can still win and ITS PROVEN.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

woah.its like been quite some time since i last update my blog.hur. well its also because my com has been rather crazy these few days and i cant really use it. well, thank god for once i can use it. anyway, just came back home from my most loved tuition of all. (: am happy happy tt im able to go for it cause it really brightens up my day and motivates me to pursue the things that i really want to.

school today was alright just tt it keeps raining and i dont really like it.and the rain is not really usual..like it just feels weird. okay and chi lessons were really funny like HAHA. HES SUCHA FUNNY TEACHER. first one whom i know of who will shout and play with us and say words which amazes me like WAH! andand when i came to sch today, my files and stuff were all neatly packed up in the plastic bag. like wow. since when have i ever been such a neat girl cause i dont really care abt them ya know. so i reckon some person must have helped me and i dont know who. so to whoever it is, thank youuu. XIE XIE. +D

yeah and ive finally made up my mind to stick to the way i am and im happy with it. no more whoever whatever cause only one and HE shall be the one. (: i really missmiss serene. childhood best friends yet now because of the education system, lesser time spent and i wantwant praise kids days to come back. i really do. tt WAS the best time of my life EVER and it will be. pray tt everything will be alright and im gonna pursue everything tt i want and NOT what they want me to be because im sick and tired of them telling me what to do. my heavenly father will provide and he knows what i want. no one else decide except him. YA HEAR ME. bye.