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Sunday, January 23, 2005

You Raise Me Up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

Currently the number 2 song on my favourite list. heh. :) especially the first 4 lines. so sweet. :)

You know i still cant get to sleep at this hour. been feeling upset over a lot of things and i was listening to some christian songs and i couldnt help but tear. i feel like im running away from daddy lord. trying to be someone whom i am not. being so naive and foolish. trying to do everything by myself, in hope that i can be someone i dream of becoming.

However, i realised i am wrong. very wrong. everything which i thought was right is actually wrong. Up to a point, i dont know what im thinking about. crazy thoughts which drove me mad, but as i sat listening to the songs, i feel like god is embracing me home to where i belong. and i felt bad. i wanna run away from him yet he welcomes me home with such broad hands. i really really feel very bad now. and i still cant stop crying. Everything in this whole Earth has disappoint me but daddy lord is always there. He doesnt stop me from doing the things which i want because he loves me. All these while, he was right beside me, watching over me silently. Yet i chose to run away.

And now, the devil has completely screwed my life up. Lost, confused, ashamed. yet it is at this time i see Him stretching out his hands towards me, asking me to follow him. Suddenly, i realised i miss my home, where i really belong. In His Arms. Daddy lord, im coming back to you. I just want to rest in your arms and forget about everything...