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Thursday, December 07, 2006

HELLO, I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOG ADD SO MMM PLS ASK ME FOR THE NEW ONE ALRIGHT. OKAY BYEBYE.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

today's a great day! history in the morning and im happy that chapter 5 came out for source base and china came out for structured! (:

many things to say, but actually im quite lazy to list them down. ever had the feeling where you have many things u wanna do before the Os and suddenly after the Os you realise you dont really know what to do? hahaha. love today to bits and pieces. everyday is gonna be as good as this.

its fast how 4 years of my seconday sch education is over..it feels just like ytd where i asked huizhi to be my friend cause i was the only pri sch student in hai sing. all the funny, weird, shite, crazy times in my secondary sch..im happy to say tt i like my sch a lot in fact. as i proceed on to the next step of my journey, i know tt Jesus will always be with me and im actually very excited! haha. oh wells, did i mention tt i love todayy? yeah i probably did.

anyways, the only person who can make me feel this way and plan everything out nicely for me, better than what i've expected would be Jesus. yeah so for everything he has done, thank u abba. i really love u a lot cause you first loved. (:

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

i DO NOT want to walk home feeling like this EVER again.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

okay, starting from today, i am going to do my best for a maths and history.i do my best and god will do the rest.

of course, what i can do is very little.its god who can make me do well for my o levels, by his grace. when im faced with an impossible situation, it is him who can do the impossible. my weakness is made perfect in him.

Genesis 12:2
I will make you a great nation;
I will bless you
And make your name great;
And you shall be a blessing.

amen.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

today's service was really good, and i mean it from the bottom of my heart! God answered my prayers so accurately! like wow, pastor lian was saying something like do you actually feel very scared inside of you though you may act as though your okay on the outside..many thoughts ran through my mind yesterday and today actually. bad thoughts..well she said god wants to reassure you that he loves you..and i felt god's presence so strongly. today's message talked about abraham and lot. like what the difference between them. the difference is lot has the veil on him, the old convanent, the law, where everything is i must do, i must, i must..abraham is different in he believe in God.

the one thing which actually touched my heart a lot was when pastor lian asked, 'do you really believe that god loves you?' yeah it was great.actually im still feeling upset and disappointed, cause i keep getting disappointed and its not a very good feeling. i know i should stop thinking about it cause i'll nvr be able to achieve that one thing which i want very much. it feels as if this is an impossible thing to happen. of course you'll say, believe in Jesus la! yeah i know, but when it disappoints you so much to a point where you dont even dare to expect ANYTHING from that person, you'll know how i feel. it hurts. but now, im letting it go. i wont ask anymore thing from him.. wait, kaiyan just talked to me and i feel so much better now!

right place at the right time. amen father for tt. thank u for kaiyan..haha now, i feel much happier so i dont wanna blog about unhappy things anymore. (:


sometimes i really wonder....

what the fuck is people's real intention.

in font of you, they encourage you to do well for the Os, saying you'll definitely do well and stuff,

but at the back they hope you fail and do badly so that they will fucking outshine you.

i dont know how to differentiate anymore. human beings are retards. sometimes when you care for that someone so much and all you want is for him to appreciate the care and concern that you shower on him, all he does is to keep quiet. and then you think why on earth do you still bother about him, yet your heart tells you that you cant leave him alone just like that. he might just need you though he doesnt say it out cause deep down, he actually care about you. just that he doesnt show it out. and you wish he would just fucking open up and tell you how he really feels.

it funny how we change from the small, innocent kids to the devious adults. the smiling faces, the friendly greetings are just a facade. and its sad to see that we can actually do it so well.

i'm not in a very good mood now.

Friday, November 11, 2005

i wrote a long entry actually, but i've decided not to post it.

anyways,

-four papers left.
-service tmr.
-mao will come out in jesus name. amen.


god's grace and love to see me through the Os. amen.

need to replenish loss of sleep now.